
Breath & Shadow
Summer 2012 - Vol. 9, Issue 3
"Hunger Strike" and "Black Marks on a Driveway: Daddy’s Home"
written by
K. K. Philan
"Hunger Strike"
Darkness swims viridian
this time of year. Hollow,
and you taught me nothing
except how to hold nothing.
All gets ripped away
with harvest as tender leaves are plucked
regardless of time invested.
Swallow hard now,
this is going to hurt a little, you say;
not a lie for once.
Dusk begins to blot the edges
as all becomes tremulous and bruised blue
—the sky, the soil, the roots.
Everything that reaches back to you and me
and this fallow space between us.
But we dig anyway, wrench back and show
just how gutless we are.
How we would rather feel nothing, acknowledge nothing,
bump hips in apology like nothing ever happened.
And nothing will.
"Black Marks on a Driveway: Daddy’s Home"
It only takes a second or eight
for frozen squares and stones
to get demoted
like forgotten ribbons,
a purple backpack
with a broken strap,
and an unused lipstick tube.
Patent leather hops for every scotch—
maybe it was never a game
One.
TwoThree.
when the rhythm tangled;
twined with rocks
clacking the sidewalk,
clinking the snifter.
Four.
and shadows
of each key—
house, office, ignition—
Five.
buried in a pocket with lint,
peanut shells;
every possession confronted
SixSeven.
by a purple-chalked outline,
tagged with a ribbon
that could never be beautiful.
K.K. Philan is a poet-turned-novelist determined to defeat her monthly disability check with a recently conferred Bachelor's degree in Creative Writing. Her poetry and stories have been included in journals such as Kerouac's Dog Magazine, Frightmares!, and Willows Wept Review among many others.