Breath & Shadow
Winter 2015 - Vol. 12, Issue 1
"If You Care to Look…"
written by
Sean J. Mahoney
It's
the people, stupid, guided past
lights
wrapped round shrubs and
along
window frames gathering
not
for Mass but a celebration in song
as
the community file down aisles
before
the words of God ever make
an
appearance in lyric.
It's
the children singing and acting
in
ways that children used to sing and act, without pretense, with no grand theft thrust or guilt over the bite in a cookie.
Jesus
cares less for perfect pitch
or
his man color; rather instead
whether
his children think of stars
and
snow maidens.
It's
the altar covered with colored
plastic
wraps and presents and ribbon.
It's
the adjacent graveyard strewn
with
giant candy cane, bright red and
purple
flowers; even some tinsel
for
the long gone and departed dears
who,
regardless of when, are no
longer
present to unwrap the morning
with.
Here
the crows and ravens are kept
away.
Here the gargoyles and drug
induced
visions dissipate like a sea
of
vapors and many now aware that
alcohol
is itself as much an eternal
season
as scotch tape and redacted
hetero-propaganda;
man give pause.
Yet
the din of ordinary people
performing
for the extraordinary
time
we live in merits more than
the
praise of words.
It's
the people, stupid, who hijack
holidays
with a fox and splat-hungry
hounds;
dirty news the elves themselves
would
spit at, or any self-respecting
worker
bee for that matter. It's about
the
opportunity to participate for you
and
for me and for every extant ass
in
the streets...over there...stupendous
what
a little attention to detail can do.
Above
all and beyond the measurable
behold
the sight of the younger daughter
sharing
a square sheet of bubble wrap
with
her bedridden and largely immobile
father
whose bent left hand adroitly
snapped
6 tiny orbs before she under-
stood
the gift of being the right place.
And
that is December: the joy of one
immersed
entirely by the wholly
unexpected
joyous event of another.
Sean J. Mahoney lives with his wife, her parents, two Uglydolls, and three dogs in Santa Ana, California. He works in geophysics despite living with Multiple Sclerosis. Sean was out-boozed by Franciscan monks in Ireland and swam with Whale Sharks in Mexico. He believes that punk rock somehow miraculously survives, that Judas was a way better singer than Jesus, and that diatomaceous earth is a not well known enough gardening marvel. His work has appeared in MiPoesias, Muddy River Review, Occupoetry, Poetry Quarterly, Poydras Review, and Wordgathering, among others.